Self-talk.

No, it's not always right that YOU are right.

How in the world can you go against everything around you?

Shrujan: Snigdha.. not for u. Leave it.
Malvika: What's happening?
Sam: WTF?
Me: *no matter what, I'm doing it* Oh okay.

And then.. you realize.. THEY were right.
You're friends are the world's best judges. They can read, analyze and decide anything. But you, will be blinded by the faith you have.

Its the nth time. And people say, you learn from your mistakes. Where did all the learning go, Snigdha?

Why do you always end up irritated and dumb?



And THIS is what you did to yourself. The ever straight forward, happy and Sporty girl... Do I even know her anymore?



Snigdha you shouldn't have.
Snigdha.. Why?.
Snigdha, leave it alone.
Sniggs you can't be that dumb.


When you try to take control of your life, you better get ready to control the consequences too.



Till you realize that..


Peace,

Me.

:)

Bitter sweet happiness.

Please please add more happiness in other areas of my life too, God.




Love,

Snigdha

Ah! Taurean.

The Bull - Taurus
April 21 to May 21

Traditional
Taurus Traits

Patient and reliable
Warmhearted and loving
Persistent and determined
Placid and security loving

On the dark side....

Jealous and possessive
Resentful and inflexible
Self-indulgent and greedy

What's with astrology? Why do I read the horoscope section in the newspaper even if I hate reading it? A few incidents occur and people conclude: Ah! Taurean.

And that was when I decided to finally see how "Taureans" act..I realize I am everything written above.

Am I really this?

I don't know if I have to apologize or chuck it!

Peace,

A troubled Taurean.

Confession.

Its been a crazy time.You have no idea why I'm messing up. I know its gonna be hard, for both of us, but life will go on.
I'm trying to change and turn over a new leaf. take care..

love,
Snigdha.

I need 48 hours in a day.24 hours of sleep.No submissions,home works and blah blah.A nice spacious room,food..food and proper food.




Get me out of this place.Somebody...Anybody.

Outbursts.

I am happy!! Do you hear me? I AM HAPPY!


Now go bitch to the whole world!

Nift-part2.

Isn't it awkward when you're called by somebody..and they end up talking to the girl who came along with you?
Anyway..that's just the starting of my days here. Classes have started and I'm really not sure if they are really "Fun" like the professors say..or its full of woe!
I have pretty good room-mates..ofcourse..There's friction in the beginning, but well..You cannot help!My seniors(the ones who've interacted) are friendly enough to scare away my fears of ragging.Most of them are fun and cool! All this time,I was just hoping I'd find someone to hang around.In fact, most of the local kids hang out together and I'm well..stuck with "To kill a mockingbird" in my room. Sadly,I need to kill the mockingbird inside me, first.I hate it when I'm turning too conscious about how i walk,talk and behave with people.I'm half hating myself for not being too poise and sweet.And then..I realised..I don't need to be like the dolls! Well this debate still continues. Day and night.Never mind..Like I said, "woes never end".
However,there's something really nice about this place that makes me jump!They have a tennis court!:PAll the years I've missed out..I'm going to catch up with every ounce of fun i missed these 3 years!
There's a great library, with the most inspiring books I've always wanted to read.Thankfully, i can still access the Internet thanks to the computers in my hostel!
Things don't seem to make sense now..anyway.Why bother when I've got so much to do?:)
Nikhil made last weekend the best weekend i could have had!Thanks a bunch,nicky-poo!:)
And,oh! Happy Friendship day to all of you guys!:)You know I love you guys a lot!I'm so glad i have had you guys to share, care and fool around! Its the best feeling, you know, the feeling of being loved.:)
I should end right here..Or the person next might rip my head off.She's been waiting all this time for me to finish my blog-post!:P and the mosquitoes are a menace!GAH!....

Till the next one,Love y'all!

Snigdha.

P.S: Dear malu,
This entire column is for you. I know you hate me for not writing you one of those jhanvi's letters, but I've got an entire blog post for you.Well, at least the last part of it.:PYou are going to a very new place and you'll be all excited and happy.Just make sure you don't go off tracks and turn into some random chick we never knew, if you know what I mean.:)
We all love you,and we wish you all the best!Just study for once.:P
Take care, I'll miss ya loads.Every time i see our picture of both of us walking hand in hand..it makes me so nostalgic..The times we spent...The jokes we shared..:P (the secrets too!):P. In the end..we'll all stay in touch. Take care,(OMG!!stop it now!) road-roller:P!

MWAH MWAH MWAH!
:)